This is a wondeful heartbreaking story. I love thar Vin ended up in the fic and I look forward to see what happens next.


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Calia

thanks.. i love vin and i am not done with him yet.. just a few more chapters til dean's pov.. lol.. i've been typing my little fingers off with all the diffrent fics i've got going however so i don't know when this will be updated again..
thanks for the review.
trenee aewnaur

Poor sweet Sam. This is so horrible, the only people he has been friends with are people as battered and scarred as he is. Damn John for what he is doing to Sam.


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Calia

Thank You for the review first thing.. lol.. second thing.. yeah he hasn't had the best of luck with friends but really that is how abused children are.. they sortof pull at each other .. rarely do you find abused children having perfectly normal friends .. of course this is just my experience talking and by no means meant to be the end all be all truth .. i knew Della Poor by a diffrent name but the character herself was based on a real person that i admired a great deal we moved from that campground fairly quickly and i wasn't as good a friend as i would have liked to be .. her personality was huge and i was always a bit intimidated by her attitude.. i could never quite copy the same 'fuck the world' attitude but damn did i admire her for her courage.. anywho.. the third in this arch sees sam realizing that the dawn is coming so bare with me just a bit longer .. i promise Sam is not broken... Thanks again Trenee-Aewnaur

This is so sad and so true to life for a child that has been treated the way that Sam has. Each chapter makes me hate John all the more and I look forward to what happens next.


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Calia

thank you for your review.. lol.. i think you are the only person reading this.. lol.. but yeah .. i hate john and i think that comes across just perfectly.. Sam has a lot of problems.. the first chapter was sort of a stand alone for john .. after that the stories come in trio's so that was the last of that trio .. sort of intoducing you to my sam the next trio goes through a bit of decision making and character building for sam and are a bit darker .. but you know what they say always darkest before the dawn so yeah after this coming trio the next one is the dawn for sam.. then we get to Dean.. lol... currently i am angsting over titles of all things.. and the songs that will go with them.. so much of the supernatural fandom's mood is told through the theme music that i wanted to stay true to that so with sam i am listening to a certain type of music and choosing titles themed with that and the story.. with dean.. it is soooo much harder.. big brother protector finding out how blind he has been with his taste in music.. lol.. sigh.. anyway.. i didn't mean to ramble on so much but this fic is currently my baby.. sigh until i can get into gibbs and tony's head for the xander fic i am abusing sam.. lol.. thanks for reading hope i don't disappoint..

God this is such a harsh story and I look forward to seeing John pay for his viciousness and cold treatment of the son he is slowly destroying.


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Calia

oh eventually he will pay but not for a while.. a few more chapters in sam's pov all the growing up years then we will move into dean's pov that will be an au parallel of the show and of course when dean finds out about everything .. oh boy look out john.. lol.. you just don't mess with Dean's Sammy.. thank you for the review.. this totally made me nervous and it has been to the beta's about four times.. lol.. sam's pov is mostly internal with no dialogue which is a new sorta style for me and really more backstory to the fic i wanted to write from dean's pov which will have tons of talky type men.. lol..
trenee-aewnaur

Oooooh, this is definitely intresting. Please post more soon!

more added.. thank you for reading and mind the warnings.. this gets a bit worse before it gets better.. *g*

God! This is a dark take on John's treatment of Sam, but I like it. It's scary and sad, but I look forward to seeing what will happen next.


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Calia

thank you.. and yeah this is my first ever truely dark story i can only work on it at certain times.. the next part will be up in a few minutes the next few parts are in the beta process now they will be from Sam's POV.. please keep reading Thank You